Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Going Clean

Outside of typing these posts, and the occasional use of a computer at work, I have not used a computer all month. And frankly, I'm glad that I haven't been. Anytime I must use a computer for a prolonged period of time (such as today for instance), I begin to settle into the chair in a weird way. My body does not want to be sitting for such a long time. And my eyes start to feel weird. Not hurt exactly, but a weird sort of unpleasant dulling sensation.

I quickly start to feel as though my brain is less responsive, and I seek any excuse to get up and walk around. When my day is done, I am relieved and my desire to spend any time online or otherwise with my phone or computer.

Sure, I still can't wait until I am free to do as I please again. But I also feel like I will be far less inclined to spend time idly. I actually tried going on Facebook today and immediately got so bored and felt so numb that I switched it back off almost immediately. I wanted to engage with it, but just couldn't maintain interest.

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